is to be given the chance to repay you

for all that you have done and given up for me

i love you so much but know that in this world

it is only the money that matters

i am sorry, so sorry for how i have hurt you

i would cry to you all my appologies

but see no reason to do so if i cant pay you back

everytime i look at you i feel burdened by your kindness

it hurts me that i have hurt you so bad, because i know it was i

i have taken your kindness and abused it

i have soiled your spirit with my expectations

i dont know how many times i will have to say this before my spirit 

will free once again from the burden i have placed on myself

i honestly believe i wont be free from my own guilt until

i can see you smile once more, after i have replmished you for

all that you have done for me, if you are to believe anything i say every again

please let it be that i will make it up to you, if its the last thing i do with this life of mine

my life had no meaning and i would spend days complaining about it

but my new meaning is to repay for all that i have sinned

i will not give up on life ever again, not for myself but because 

i will always carry you in my mind and in my heart

you are the reason i must live on and must push for my dreams to come true

because i will share what i get out of it with you 

and when my dreams do come true we will once again live in peace

and you will be the person you were meant to be from the start

and together we will help the world stand tall and proud 

like it was always meant to be from the start.