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Santa Cruz Roadtrip

i had the pleasure of going on a road trip with some friends

we went to santa cruz to drop off my best friend eli

while i must admit that at first i was a little worried 

that we would not all get along so well

but then something magical happened

well not really magical, but amazing nonetheless

we connected, it was a heartwarming experience

i was right, once again on the thoughts i had had

it felt good to understand one another and grow closer

when we got there at last we got to hang out with her roomates

it was one of their birthdays and i wish i could have made it special for her

i know my birthdays always let me down, so i wish i could have helped hers

i dont know why i always expect some crazy shit to go down on my bday

like for my to be asked by an alien to escort her to an intergalactic ball or somechose

but yeah, back to our roadtrip it was fun getting to hang out with them

then we went to eat at a cool little diner with an out of this world theme

i finally got to see catboy and he didnt look like i had imagined

not in a bad way but i always picture people according to their names…

oh i forgot to mention we went for an awesome hike around her campus

i wonder if somehow the super clean air there could have cleaned out

my lungs so good that when i returned home i got sick from the bad air here?

then it was finally time to leave as we said our goodbyes

one mistake i recalled only after leaving was not saying goodbye to her roomates

the trip back was dark, i had much on my mind and the negative 

was always looming over me waiting for its moment to take over

now i am back in town and everything is back to normal once again

thinking of it now its like a paradox this world, like those cartoons

where something happens and the next episode starts off normal again

scray thoughts thinking of how this world is nothing but a purgatory

oh well at least now i have tumblr to express all my useless thoughts:)