February 2012
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thoughts
i thought alot today
about alot of things
but now my time is limited
so i was only able to daydream
for a moment, sucks
i dreamt of us together
being silly and enjoying life
and i was thinking that maybe
it is time i stopped dreaming
and started doing without fear
i have held back for so long
that my heart is craving for
some needed warmth
i am the ice king..
is there a limit to how many things i can like???
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i wish
my comp wasnt facing my teacher
it makes it kind of awkward
when im on here, i feel bed
but he knows as well as i that
everyone is doing their own thing
i guess thats what sucks about
teaching with computers everywhere…
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today
was another day.
it came and went
many thoughts
were thought
and now i am
just waiting
again for
tomorrow…
yes, this is life.
powerpuff girls running in my head...?
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in class and so sleepy...
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Sunday
I will await there
By the corridors
For you to appear
Like a rare pokemon
Only appearing on
Certain days
I know you will
Be there
Because i know
You will be
Waiting on me
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You
I saw you come in
And sit next to a blonde
I didnt take much notice
But then i saw your face
And memories yearned
To resurface in my mind
I knew you somehow
I wondered if you knew me
Your face was so familiar
And gorgeous to say the least
I had a crush on you back then
Whenever it was
And now here you were
Hair all naturally
Laid out over your shoulders
There was a helmet
I wondered if it was...
Knowing love
In these last days of feburary
I find myself pondering love
What does it really mean
Can we even express it in words
A great artist once said
That love is a word often used
But not believed, this is true.
We have somehow managed
To make something so powerful
A cliche and thus cheap
We have lost the understanding
That love is something much more
Than a box of chocolates
Its not something we do on...
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Sorry
Everyone for spammimg your dashboards with my emotional rants. I think alot, and i guess tumblr naturally volunteered to be my personal therapist:)
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I want
To be free to explore
The universe and cosmos
Micro and macro I want to evaluate
How much everything Is worth, to wonder
About the unwonderable
To penetrate worlds
Beyond our own
To understand all Inner and outer workings
And see from every Perspective available
I wonder if monster can
Find something to Suit my needs?
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Hopeless romantic
Thinking of you now feels good
To know that we will cross again I long for your perspective
To get to know the rest of you
To remember what it feels like
To fall in love with a stranger
Do you ever wonder how it is
We came to love eachother?
What magic bound our souls
Why is it that you trust me
Why cant i stay away from
The thoughts of you
Everything so perfect
My minds twists...
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That feeling
Of wanting to know you
The crave to see you smile
You saw me smile once
I was laughing at the children
You seemed surprised
Like i would when i see you
You remind me of someone
Some kind of raw and pure
Untainted potential
You are a well of infinite youth
Your energy type is new
To my vocabulary I see you as a perfect specimen
And want to worship your beauty
Are you even human?
I...
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Feeling poetic
When i remember the moment
I caught sight of you
There arent enough word to explain
What i felt and imagine you did too
Its like finding that person
Whom you can just be you around
Who is on the same level as you
With whom you can sit for hours
Not having to say a word
Whom you understand
With a simple glance
That person you know
You could one day love
When we caught sight
Of one...
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What would you think of me?
If jesus were here, If i could talk with you,
If you could peer into my past Know my present and forsee my future,
What would you think of me? Would you condemn me for
What i have and will do
Would you subject me to more Karmic punishments?
Or would you congragulate me For how i keep trying?
What would you think of me my lord?
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La paz
Its hard to ignore
This craving for one another
You want to be near me
And i want to hear your thoughts
I know you are something else
And then its time I suddenly realize
everyone is shaking hands
I want to seem like i know what im doing
So i watch and replicate
Like i have done all my life
When it comes to certain customs
I know you crave to greet me
Do u know i anxiously await your...
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Crystal clear
I walk in late,
Quietly appearing in the corridor,
I look up from where i am,
To see a beautiful glass chandelier,
As i stare i hear the angelic choir
Sing and pray for forgiveness
You walk by, as a servant of the lord,
I am contented by your presence
I feel you are the purest soul here
Other than all the children,
But you are among them
You are a true child of the lord,
The guy next...
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The pure
While the pastor stands tall,
High above the rest,
A practiced man of god,
I watch over the crowds,
I am not expecting anything,
Only searching for the light,
That should be held within the pure,
Those in command rigid and dull from to much repetition,
They have lost the lightness
That god wishes us to have
But then i see you like a trained pup,
You want to laugh and love,
But youve...
I went to church
And i sinned in his temple,
I did not mean to soil hiss grounds,
With unpure intentions,
The truth is i was just curious,
To taste his flesh on my tounge,
I do not mean to disgrace any practice,
Only to understand their motivation,
In some ways i am as lost as the rest,
Only holding fast to faith,
Because it is the friend we have Known our whole lives,
Still i enjoyed the glimpse into
...
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Perdoname senor
Por mis pecados
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Mother Earth
we are here, it is time
unleash your potential
and show us how patient
you have been with us
yes i hate life right now
so i wont mind if you terrorize us
bring on the tsunamis
hurricanes and tornadoes
make the ground shake and crack
just bring and end to this pain
oh mother i wish to be home
once again, i miss it up there.
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life can be hell at times
yet we must keep going
because when i reach heaven at last
it will be with the knowledge that i survived
this horride place no one can understand
this place we call earth.
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do you enjoy putting me through hell?
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punishment
i get it im being punished
ive been a bitch in this life and the last
but dont you think ive suffered enough already?
i mean it was funny at first how much you would torture me
but now its just getting to be plain mean
you taught me to laugh at all the things that hurt
and i have mastered it but i still cant find
some of these things you put me through funny
are you still laughing at me...
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alright im out again, later tumblr realm;)
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who
will i become the day i find your love
what will i do when i can no longer leave you
where will i go when all i can think of is you
when will we be free to be together forever
how will i manage to to free us both from
this place so similar to hell, all i know is that
through your love and mine
anything is possible, and im willing
to put that to the test, my love
so now WHY cant it be...
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its been a while..
since i saw you last
you look gorgeous
like always, but i wonder
did you get ready this morning
intending to find me here?
where you thinking
somewhere in the back
of your head that you
wished to see me today?
if this was the case
im so sorry my dear
i dont have time today
to hold you within my sight
and throw hints of love
like we seem to have
grown accustomed to doing
im...
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you sat away...
because your sacred,
i was so nervous
when i saw you walking my way
from the distance
i see you facing my direction
i look over at you
and you look at me
i wonder what your thinking
are you annoyed im on tumblr
i wonder if your really
doing homework
i wonder what it
feel like to hold you?
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when will i have time....
to show them the world in which i live
to express my love from which they hide
when will i have time to devote myself
and all my passion only to them
when will i stop worrying about
everything that gets in my way
why wont you just come closer
and make me forget about everything
dont say a word, just let me hold you
why wont you just love me
without all the worries
i am just as shy as...
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damn!!!!
i have to get going soon
and my crush just walked in
looking good as ever, if not better
see this is what i mean when i say
that this place is out to get me
im already taking too much time on here
and i have so much to do
and now i have my love
to attend to, i dont want to dissapoint
damn it why do things work this way
why damnit!!!
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so yesterday...
was one of my worst days ever
sorry to complain but i must
my car goes through its PMS phases
without so much as a warning
and just as i was getting off the freeway
it starts feeling strange
the first red light i hit
my big mistake was stopping
it shakes to a dead pulse
in the middle of the damned road!!!
i freak out my pulse is racing
luckily kind guys rush from nowhere
behind my...
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all i want
is to be given the chance to repay you
for all that you have done and given up for me
i love you so much but know that in this world
it is only the money that matters
i am sorry, so sorry for how i have hurt you
i would cry to you all my appologies
but see no reason to do so if i cant pay you back
everytime i look at you i feel burdened by your kindness
it hurts me that i have hurt you so...
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i have given myself
20 mins on tumblr
because i know im an addict
i have much to do today
and i havent the time
to waste my day away
it seems everytime i get on here
i lose track of time
so here goes my last 4 mins…
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demons
they whisper in my ears
they tell me to give up
because i want will never be
they tell me i am crazy
that my dreams wil never come true
they voice the opinions
the world has thought of me
when i feel like crying
they gather like flies to rotting flesh
they feed on my sorrow
and try to intensify my woes
but i must always remember
you are always there for me
watching over me, loving...
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i saw you
when our eyes connected
all boundaries disolved
you were lost in my sight
i was lost in your beauty
like magnets we attract
but like their poles we repel
what we fear is this connection
that we have no way of explaining
but maybe one day
ill take your hand in mine
and guide you through
the pits of hell to find our way
to heaven, my love
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mother of mine
when i wished to die
when i wished to give up
you were always by my side
when i complained no one cared
that no one would help
you were always there for me
you have always been here
believing in me like no other
although its somewhat your job
you take pleasure in seeing me smile
i feel like crying when i know ive let you down
because all i want is this life is to make you happy
to...
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SO MUCH TO SAY YET SO LITTLE TIME!!!!
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PEE!!!!
i have to pee so bad
but im here in the library with my laptop
so im just sitting here holding it in
why cant my phone have a toilet app?
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Im kinda new to tumblr
and i think im already addiced:/
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